My gay relationship is a guessing game
Posted by: GayGuy
Sometimes when I am out, like you and I, I always look around for cute guys. This was the most I do, and nothing further than that.
As I look at guys, whether on the bus, in the train, or on the streets, I will keep a clear distance for me to look at them. If they tend to be too near to me, and irresistible to look at, I will look at them at long time intervals, and sometimes even lose the courage to look all by itself.
Well, you must be able to tell that I am very desperate, everyday.
I really felt very bad for this once that I looked at a guy whom was standing in the train, and I am not very sure if he had the same interests with me.
Comfortably seated down, this cute chinese guy steps in the train and stood beside the door. He had a great bod and I was sucked into his mesmerising eyes.
I looked and looked, but I was not sure if he noticed it at the time. Suddenly, he just began to shift his vision towards my direction, looking directly at me! Shocked, I immediately shifted my eyes to look at the floor instead.
I was so surprised. After about a few seconds, I sensed that he have shifted his eye back to other places. Then I thought, "Oh, it was nothing."
Slowly again, I went back to looking at him with very small and careful stares. I also noticed something interesting. He did the same thing to me and looked at me with small and careful stares. I felt, maybe, there is something that attracted us together.
Being the shy me, I did not take any approach to at least smile at him.
I have finally arrived at my stop after the long journey and the eye feast. I went over to the door where he was standing, and DARED NOT LOOKED AT HIM! Yet, I kept the vision of him at the corner of my eyes and somehow felt that he was looking at me directly.
I felt very bad upon alighting. Why did I not at least give a happy look at him so that perhaps he will get the hint and alight with me.
I feel so lonely as I walked home. I really felt so bad and bursting out with tears all together.
Where will my Mr. Right be? Will I ever meet one in my life? Am I EVER going to have the courage to come out?
ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As I look at guys, whether on the bus, in the train, or on the streets, I will keep a clear distance for me to look at them. If they tend to be too near to me, and irresistible to look at, I will look at them at long time intervals, and sometimes even lose the courage to look all by itself.
Well, you must be able to tell that I am very desperate, everyday.
I really felt very bad for this once that I looked at a guy whom was standing in the train, and I am not very sure if he had the same interests with me.
Comfortably seated down, this cute chinese guy steps in the train and stood beside the door. He had a great bod and I was sucked into his mesmerising eyes.
I looked and looked, but I was not sure if he noticed it at the time. Suddenly, he just began to shift his vision towards my direction, looking directly at me! Shocked, I immediately shifted my eyes to look at the floor instead.
I was so surprised. After about a few seconds, I sensed that he have shifted his eye back to other places. Then I thought, "Oh, it was nothing."
Slowly again, I went back to looking at him with very small and careful stares. I also noticed something interesting. He did the same thing to me and looked at me with small and careful stares. I felt, maybe, there is something that attracted us together.
Being the shy me, I did not take any approach to at least smile at him.
I have finally arrived at my stop after the long journey and the eye feast. I went over to the door where he was standing, and DARED NOT LOOKED AT HIM! Yet, I kept the vision of him at the corner of my eyes and somehow felt that he was looking at me directly.
I felt very bad upon alighting. Why did I not at least give a happy look at him so that perhaps he will get the hint and alight with me.
I feel so lonely as I walked home. I really felt so bad and bursting out with tears all together.
Where will my Mr. Right be? Will I ever meet one in my life? Am I EVER going to have the courage to come out?
ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by GayGuy at 5:57 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home